Kuiper Belt Object

[pasithea]

That's what I've become
An eccentric orbit
taking me far from the sun.

... My sleep schedule is REALLY messed up. something about working several 20-30hr days in a row (with a little sleep in between) I'm lost, drifting around the dial. Staying awake for 20 and 30 hours, sleeping 10 and 14. Getting up at 2AM or 5PM. I can't seem to get a handle on it. I'm living in a world of eternal darkness where the sun never rises or never sets. Every day I tell myself, "Today is the day I get myself back on a normal schedule" and each one, something happens that makes that not happen. I'm a ship in the fog with a broken compass, a plane in cloud with no instruments. I don't know up from down. Mayday mayday.

Comments

[blackbyrus.livejournal.com]

Ouch, I do that to myself, not from work but from my own personal habits, and I know how hard it is to get back on track. And it also must be frustrating to not have clear *lines* of where one day ends and the other begins. It's like we have our own separate calendar from the rest of the normal-sleeping world. Good luck getting your circadian rhythms re-aligned, and I second what voidheart suggested - if it's killing you, let your employment know before you get hurt.