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pasitheaI murdered my best friend tonight. I held her and lied to her and told her it was going to be alright while they put the syringe into her IV.
But it's never alright is it?
The IV kinked, they had to take it out. She was stressed and in pain. They gave her a sedative and she sat on my lap dry heaving for several minutes before she was unable to move.
then they shaved another leg and put in another IV and she was gone. I've lost the one I loved most in this whole world. I wish they'd put the needle in me.
But it's never alright is it?
The IV kinked, they had to take it out. She was stressed and in pain. They gave her a sedative and she sat on my lap dry heaving for several minutes before she was unable to move.
then they shaved another leg and put in another IV and she was gone. I've lost the one I loved most in this whole world. I wish they'd put the needle in me.
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Date: 2011-05-06 08:48 am (UTC)I'm really, really sorry.