pasithea

A few months ago, I was in this funk about art and creativity. I felt like I couldn't write anymore and that I didn't create anything new, just rehash old ideas and clean up old drawings. Also that I just make stuff to kind of show off to others, shallow ego stuff. So I started writing a paper journal entry about it, admonishing myself and the end of that was basically "So just do something off the top of your head. See what falls out." At that time, it was also my intent not to show it to anyone and keep it just something for me.

But... The thing is, I actually ended up quite liking what fell out and I was thinking about it some more and decided that the intent not to show it was sincere at the time but it had also served its purpose in proving to myself that I could make stuff that was just for me.

So... If I make something just for me, what is it?