Denwa desu ka?

[pasithea]

Talked to kibbles on tha phone just a little bit ago for no reason other than because I'm not the only one that like to talk voice with random semi-stangers in the middle of the night. Very cool person and muy kwaii accent! =) For those that don't know, back in my really mean and bitchy days, I was really viciously nasty and slanderous towards her 'n' despite that, she was one of the first people to give me the benefit of the doubt in this whole 'turning over a new leaf' thing. I think I've changed. Hope so at least. I feel less alien and angry towards the world than I did a year ago, and certainly way less than a couple years before that. Don't know if I could have done it without the trust and compassion of a few people though. I'm really thankful to have had such a positive change in my life.

Comments

[kibbles.livejournal.com]

I am so glad you were brave and took that step, and we actually both came to that sort of point in our own ways to our own people at around the same time. Around the time you held your hand out in friendship to me I was very alone -- I had alienated a lot of people, many who were close to me. It gave me a lot of hope not just for us talking, but to rebuild things in life in general.

We have to do it again sometimes, and MAYBE there won't be strange children playing videogames next time!

[barberio.livejournal.com]

Indeed Kibbles has a cute accent. And also a hyperactive little child who likes to yell the word 'Doofus'

[goldrose.livejournal.com]

Kibbles = rocks

[tigrise.livejournal.com]

*Gives dv_girl a hug* Well, I think I went through something similar in the last 3 years or so. I was really angsty and hating the world a few years ago. Some people - like Tanan - have watched me sorta get outta that.

[paka.livejournal.com]

You did change. When I first met you there was all this negativity floating around - more depression and a sense of futility than anger, I think. These days I look forward to hanging out with you partly because you seem to have so much joy and hope for the future that it pulls me up.