pasithea

I am preparing... Getting ready to self-initiate myself and become a true witch. I recently got a book about Wicca and started reading. It was verbatim from my heart. Peace, love of Earth and Nature, many other things. My initiation will strengthen the beauty which grows inside me. Along with peace is balance. I must open myself up to the masculine qualities of life and embrace them. "Embracing the Masculine"... That sounds familiar. Funny the way spirituality can lead you to a path which you'd spent time looking for. I'm not to where I can fully embrace it but I am trying and the why of it makes more sense now.

Love,
Sammi
I'm glad it made sense to me then because I don't understand it now. I don't want to mock anyone's spirituality, even my own, but my younger self seems to be a bit of a space cadet. I sort of understand what she was saying. I can't run from my past, nor can I go around hating men. I should look to find the good things in both of those and appreciate them rather than taking the rotteness of some men and letting it blind me to all things masculine. My younger self did have quite the penchant for purple prose though.