pasithea | Useless

I don't suppose anyone would be willing to support me so I could go back to school and study for a decade or two. I like my job but honestly, I could do it a lot better if I go and focus on studying for a few years and come back. I'm tired of feeling stupid and uneducated and while I study for several hours every evening, the reality is that I spend about 10hrs at work every day and I'm only awake 16 or 18 if I push it. Regardless, I have less time for all the other things I must do in my life (study, bathe, eat, cook, clean, mend the house, fail at socializing, etc) than I do for work. It's an unbalanced distribution of resources. Or if I could eliminate sleep. At least work is sometimes engaging and productive. Sleep is a huge waste of time and time is of course limited because biological machines break down.